I looked at old photos today to recall how I was like in the past. I am too good on what I set out to do. To forget and not think about what has happened in the past, to forget the bad and look forward. However along these line, I have somehow forgotten the good. It seems like I lost a lot more than I wanted to.
What a pity and stupid way of dealing with issues.
Today I decided to face my issues, fears and any other stuff that caused anxiety with me. I look forward to meeting people, challenges and hope to bring happiness to people and things I care about. Including being happy.
I have been reminded quite so often lately to be happy, it seems that my bad has been quite off these past year. It has however been really good because I took time to search myself. I was always in a r.s and that means there was always someone to relay on.
Being on my own for the past 18 months or so have not been easy. I guess I am a tough nut to crack. I think its enough of bad dark zone time for me for a life time. I want to soak in the joyful times of life.
And I think this festive season is a great start. Also 2015 shall be a better year but lets end this current one on a good note. To tie my loose ends and live the great things in life.
Cheers
Von
